Until the Chore Granting Sorcerer Realized That He Is At His Strongest Chapter 32

He's altering his brain with magic. That is, unfortunately, a side effect. The annoying part is, well... The voice is technically your own. It seems to come from other places, but I figured out it's just 'me' bothering myself. I spent over a decade studying physics, psychology, neurology, etc. It was all fine until I tried using quantum physics to alter my psyche. I mean, it's just me thinking multiple things at once. But how am I supposed to know which is the one I want to think? Human minds aren't supposed to have multiple internal dialogues. Augh. The ringing is the worst part. They call it tinnitus but it's not. It's the brain not understanding how to interact with itself causing a continual seizure. It SUCKS. All I wanted was to recover from decades of abuse and instead I messed up my mind. I stayed away from drugs, alcohol, parties, but it didn't matter. Doctors ignored my complaints, forced me to take psych medications, but it just caused immense psychological pain. No improvement whatsoever. But because I have multiple trains of thought, I just shifted the pain onto one of them and faked being healthy until they let me out. Damn it all. I never should've messed with what's effectively modern black magic. I don't know how to fix it, nothing I do seems to make any difference. Not better, not worse. I'm probably just screwed.